Human nature

I'm back in Canada now, this time for vacation. These past few years I had a little spiritual journey which was great and I've learnt a lot about myself, life, god, and human nature. I wish I could had the accessibility to this website back home and share my daily experiences with all. I will do that when I'm back in Canada.

It's now maybe a good time to mention some of the obvious. I used to have this blog called "daily dose of fantasy" in which I had a journalistic view of what was going on in the world of popularity. for some reasons I had to leave the website unattended, only to find out that someone has bought it and turned it into a pornography, someone who clearly knew about my former love for the art of masturbations. It's clear that they are people out there who watch my every moves and want nothing from me but to do harm. I'm glad that now I'm totally aware of it and that's 90 percent protection. But my aim is to find out who are these people and when that happens I will be telling everyone my story.

Aha moment

Asking, seeking, and searching a desired experience in life is to deny its existence. The world is full and everything a human can imagine is within its reach. We just have to acknowledge its existence and stay aware of it. Even if it's something that can never be seen, like God.
For example, if you think you're physically imperfect, that only makes you more imperfect. Believe that everybody is perfect in one way or another and it'll happen for you the same moment.
When I was a teenager, I knew that the shape of body is desirable, so I started working out and doing sports to maintain my body. The routine is still with me after more than a decade, and I love my body so much that sometimes I get turn on just by watching my own body in the mirror. Now that's perfection.

When you chose an experience, invite it to your life with great intentions. Make a declaration and read it out loud to yourself. Believe it's there and manifest it. See if you can recognize your limitations when you are aware of the experience. Are there any fears or expectations that block your full awareness of the existence of such experience, e.g. love? Alway stay open to it and feel your gratitude. When you invite something in your life, you don't want to kick its butt out at the same time because of your shortsightedness.

Pray and thank God for what you desire, instead of begging for it. Real desire is what lies in our heart- spiritual- rather than what's going on in our mind aka our ego- emotional.